Stupid BITCH!!!!

I am sure most of you know how much I dislike my neighbor. Ya, the one that always would just walk up in my house. Well, we have moved but not all of our stuff is out. She owner financed the house for us (HUGE MISTAKE) and because of all the problems with her, we gave the house back. It was actually her idea and we agreed. We have until April 15th to get everything out. That includes all of our pets.

I was going to have to board the cats (2 inside cats that are totally declawed) so I shut off all the bedroom doors, gave them plenty of food and water, cleaned their litter box and left them there. Also left the dogs there (that are outside dogs) and the horses. My mom went by Monday and Tuesday to check on them and all was fine. She couldn't go Wednesday but that was ok because I was going today.

I showed up this morning and the first thing I saw was one of my cats, dead, right by the drive way (and I had Toot and Smiley with me). I told the kids to stay in the car and searched real quick outside for the other cat and didn't find her so I went inside. No cat BUT every door inside was open but the doors that go to outside were all shut. ALL of the bedroom doors were open. Called mom, she didn't open them so I KNOW the neighbor had gone over there. And put my cats outside. My cats wont go outside by themselves. She had to actually put them out there.

STUPID FUCKING BITCH!!!!!! There is a special place in hell reserved just for her!!!!


RIP Smokey and Fern

A little if this and a little of that

Just some random thoughts going threw my head.

I have (for the second time) been asked to take pics down off my Facebook page thingy. I don't get why people care. I mean, if ya don't want people seeing/knowing what you do, don't let someone take a pic. I guess I kinda don't get it because I don't care what folks think really, unless I really care for them but then I'm not ashamed of what all I do. The second person just didn't want her work friends to see them and I get that so I made them to where only my friends could see them instead of friends of friends. I actually didn't even realize friends of friends could see them. I have never looked at someone's pics I didn't know. The first person just didn't like how she looked in the pic (even though she is so beautiful). That one kinda bugged me.

Yesterday I was woke up by one of my dogs jumping on me. One of my outside dogs that would love to eat my cats. All because my neighbor just walked into my house and let them in. I was PISSED!!!! I went down and yelled, told her she was trespassing and to get the hell out of my house. Think she got the point this time? Before when she did it, I was nice about it. Not anymore. No more miss nice neighbor. What the hell is wrong with her? I don't just walk in to anyone's house except my moms and that only after I tell her I am on my way.

Little Man got in to a little fight yesterday. I was proud of him when I found out. He finally stood up to the bully that has been messing with him all year. I just wish Little Man had really kicked his ass. Not trying to promote violence but enough is enough dammit! I have taught my kids that they are not door mats and to not let anyone walk all over them or bully them. They both got in school suspension for three days and neither one was hurt physically. I think the other kid should have got suspended. I guess standing up for yourself is just as bad as bullying someone. My ex said he is going to talk to the principle about it. Been there, done that, obviously didn't help very much.

I'm going to paint a huge room we have. I am doing dark red walls and dark brown floors. What color should I do the ceiling? Gonna go look at paint samples tonight I think. Also, I know dark colors make a room look smaller but this room is HUGE and has a ton of windows so I am not worried about that. I'm excited to finally have something besides white walls everywhere!!!

I had a dream last night that I worked out. Does that count as actually working out? Or is that just my subconscious telling me to get off my ass and actually work out?

Requested pic and a problem

So there ya go, I took a pic with my pink hair. Not a great pic because I just woke up and it's kinda dark in here. Either way, there ya go.
OK, we have a problem and I need some help with it. Little Man has these 3 kids that have been bullying him forever. Lately they are getting physical. Like shoving him around and yesterday, one of them grabbed his throat. Until yesterday, my advise was to ignore them and not give them the satisfaction of pissing him off. Well, Little Man can't do that. I guess it's just not in him. He always lets them see him pissed.
I have called the school but they kinda just blew me off. I have talked to the ring leaders mom (she works with my ex mother in law)a ton of times and she doesn't do anything about it. So what is Little Man to do to get this to stop? A few men I have talked to said that Little Man needs to get scrappy with them. I am scared he would get his ass kicked. One of the kids is HUGE! Benny tried to explain to me that boys are different than girls and unless Little Man stands up to these guys, it will go on forever. Even if he does get his ass kicked.
I really don't know what is best. I did tell him though that if the kid grabs his throat again, to reach up and pull his ear down as hard as possible. I may have been really pissed at the kid when I said that. I just don't know what else he can do.
Bullies suck!

Leave me ALONE!!!

How many of you have neighbors you just can't stand? I know I do. At our old house, our nearest neighbor was a little over a mile away. It was great. I loved the privacy. The house I lived in before that, my only neighbor was my parents and they were still 100 yards away. They were great neighbors because they respected my privacy.

In the house we live in now, horrible neighbor. She is also about 100 yards away and there if a chain length fence between us. This does not stop her from bugging the shit out of me.
She is the woman we bought the house from. NEVER buy a house from someone that will live next door to you! Trust me.

After we moved in, she would still just walk in to the house on her own. OK, I am a very private person and don't like people in my house or even on my property unless I invite them so someone just walking in is a big no no. The first time she did it I had just had surgery and was doped up on pain pills. I just kind of stood there in shock and didn't say anything. The door she would just walk into was the door that comes in from our garage and then you have to walk through Little Mans room. We don't even use that door! So, we put a note on the door that says "Please use front door".

After that she started using the front door but she would barge in when I opened the door. By this time I REALLY don't like her and definitely don't want her in my house. So then I would open the screen door as I was shutting the wooden door behind me and that seemed to work.

Then the other day she really pissed me off. I was in the dining room doing school with the little ones and all the sudden I hear someone yelling my name. I get up and walk into the kitchen and she is at the back door, with it open and her head hanging in my house. To get to that door you have to walk through my gate and across my back yard. She told me she lost her phone in my yard and would be looking for it. I just said "ok, whatever" and shut the door in her face. How in the hell she lost her phone in my yard I will never know. But that's not the part that really pissed me off.

An HOUR later, I go outside to load up and go pick Little Man up from school. Her and another man are in my yard looking at something over by Benny's shop. I loaded up the kids as my blood is now boiling and walk over there to see what the hell they are doing. She then proceeds to tell me that there is a busted water pipe. I just look at her and said "I know, that's why I have the water to outside turned off. Benny is planning on fixing it this weekend. Did you find your phone?" I didn't say it in the nicest voice. She just looked at me and said "Oh, yes I did." And with that I turned on my heels and just walked off.

Do you think she got the hint or am I going to have to actually tell her "Listen, I don't like you and I don't want you over here. We bought the house from you. We are not renting it so it is no longer yours. STAY AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!"

I bet she wouldn't listen even if I told her that. I love my house and love our place but I don't know if I can deal with her much longer.

Verizon SUCKS!!!

I am so sick of what is going on with my phone and computer. It drives me crazy and there isn't a damn thing I can do about it so I am going to bitch about it.
I have had Alltel as my cell phone carrier for years. I don't even have a home phone and haven't in about 4 years. Our phones always worked great and basically everyone I talk to was on Alltel too. Back in March (I think) I got rid of my satellite internet and got the little thingy so I could get my internet through Alltel. It worked great! It was fast and I never had any problems.
THEN, Verizon takes over. Now everything SUCKS!!!!
My signal bounces all the time. I can have a full signal one second and then it will say "No Service" the next second WITHOUT ME EVEN MOVING!!!! That makes it VERY hard to finish a conversation. I cuss more now than ever because every time I get a call dropped, I cuss Verizon. Then, it started screwing with my internet. NOW I'M REALLY PISSED! I get kicked offline all the time and it has gotten sooooo slow. The signal on it bounces just as bad as it does on my phone.
I thought Verizon was suppose to be so good. I have seen their commercials. What was that they said about no dead zones? They are so full of shit!
I talked to the Verizon chick (that use to be my Alltel chick) and all she could say was "Give it some time. It should get better." WTF! Are you kidding me? It SHOULD get better? It better damn well or I will drop them (and loose my deposit) faster than they can drop another call! And I am not the only one that feels this way, EVERYONE I know is having the same problems.

HE HAS LOST HIS FUCKIN MIND!!!!

I got served with papers today. From my ex husband. Little Mans dad. At Little Mans school.

He says I am a danger to Little Man and he wants 100% custody right now.

What the fuck is he thinking!!!

Gotta go to court this Thursday.

What the fuck!

You fuck with my family and you are in a world of hurt. I PROMISE THAT!

I just wanted to add, I have NEVER had to take Little Man to the hospital or the doctor for injuries. The last time (and only time) I have ever had to take him to the hospital was when he was diagnosed with diabetes. Can't say the same thing about his dad and stepmother!

Flushing money

In Texas, if you are above the age of 21, you don't have to wear a helmet while on a motorcycle. And you know what, any person that chooses to ride their motorcycle without their helmet, knows what can happen but still chooses to take that chance. Seems to me, that person should have that choice as a free American.

But, that same adult has to wear his seat belt in a car. I think the seat belt law for adults is ridiculous! I can drive a motorcycle without a helmet but can't drive my car without my seat belt. Shouldn't that also be my choice? Now, I do think it should be a law for minors to have to wear it because lets face it, a lot of adults wouldn't buckle their kids.

Anyway, that law has always bugged me.

Especially today.

Benny got a ticket for not wearing his seat belt this morning.

UGGGHHHHHH!

Pissed again!

Three post in one day! Look at me go.

Anyway, Benny has direct deposit so I never see his check stubs. I thought his checks were suppose to be more but never really thought more about it. He came home last night and emptied his pockets and his check stub was among all the crap.

HE PAID OVER $1200 IN TAXES!!! IN ONE FUCKIN WEEK!!!

That's about 30% of his check!!!

Did I miss something? WTF is that all about?!!

Wordless Wednesday - I'm PISSED

I am so pissed. This picture is the bottom of my wedding ring. UGGGHHHHHH!!!!! I have know idea how it broke but it did.
Good thing I'm not superstitious huh!

Oh ya, extra 5 bonus points if someone can guess what I am reading.

For more WW go check out blah blah blah. Not in the mood right now to go pull up the addresses. You know where to go.

WTF

I was just messing around on the internet yesterday and came across this http://www.popeater.com/music/article/some-fans-still-support-chris-brown/389095...




If you don't feel like clicking over to it, here is the first two paragraph out of it.

"You'd think that two felony charges against a star who allegedly beat up his equally famous girlfriend would quickly deplete his female fanbase. For Chris Brown, there's still some hardcore supporters out there who refuse to believe their idol did anything wrong.

The first signs of this trend became apparent when a survey of Boston students showed that 46 percent thought Rihanna was responsible for Brown's alleged attack on her. Similar mindsets were exposed in a New York Times article titled "Teenage Girls Stand by Their Man." In the report, a Bronx ninth grader says that even after seeing the photo of bruised and bloodied Rihanna, that "she probably made him mad for him to react like that ... You know, like, bring it on?""

If you don't know what he did to her, you can see the pic here. I'm not posting it because it is so bad.

WTF!? 46%!? How can anyone think that she caused this or deserved it?! No person, woman or man, deserves to be treated like this by their boyfriend/girlfriend/spouse. This made me so sad and mad.

What are we teaching our kids?

I am sure some people have said "Well, if she goes back to him then she deserves it." I hope that when someone says that, they don't really mean it and are just venting about how stupid it is for her to go back to him. Seriously though, watch what you say around your kids. They tend to take things you say literal.

If I ever heard one of my children say that she or anyone else that is a victim of domestic violence deserved it, I would flip the fuck out. Maybe because I have been there but I would like to think I would still react that way had I not gone through it.

I really hope that something changes and that people get a clue about domestic violence. Please teach your kids that it's not OK and not the victims fault. Hell, that's one reason why so many stay in that situation, they think it's their fault and not the abusers.

Crazy? Ya think?

I was talking with Carrin the other day and we started talking about people getting off by claiming insanity. Like mothers that kill there children for example.

Then later on I read the news and the guy that beheaded the other guy on the Greyhound bus and then started EATING him got off because the courts found him insane. Ya think?! Did they really have to have a trial to figure that shit out? He just has to go to a mental institution for treatment.

Here is my theory.
Any one that murders another person is insane. If they were not insane, they would not have done it. Anyone that hurts or kills children, is insane. Same reason.

I DO NOT THINK THESE PEOPLE SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO EVER WALK FREE AGAIN!!!!

With the guy I mentioned, he will be evaluated every year to see if he is sane enough to release WITH NO CRIMINAL RECORD! WTF! He killed a guy and then started EATING him.

This is what I think. If a person is insane and then takes meds and becomes sane AND THEN chooses to quit taking their meds, well then they are CHOOSING to be crazy and do crazy things. They should be held responsible for all their actions.
Just like if I choose to drink a shit load of beer, black out, and then kill someone because I drove drunk, I would go to jail.

Or I could just sue the bar that served me the beer. That shit actually happens. Can you believe that? So stupid. Sorry, getting off track.

I have had my share of mental problems so it's not like I am not sensitive to people with mental disorders. Also, my cousins ex-wife is bi-polar and we were real close at one point. She chooses to not take her meds because she doesn't like the way they make her feel. Well, last time she quit taking them she tried to cut her son out of her own stomach. She knows this and still chooses to not take her meds. So, she is making a conscious choice to be crazy. I think if she does something illegal, she should be held accountable, meds or no meds.

That's my opinion and I can assure you it wont change.

Have a great weekend!

Are you F***king kidding me!

I just read an article and it really pissed me off. It's here if you want to read it. I'm throwing in my two cents on this one. I can't help it.

It's about Nadya Suleman. Who's that you ask. She is the woman that thought having 14 kids while you are single AND unemployed was a good idea.

First of all, there really needs to be an investigation. She was on disability because of a bad back BUT she can carry 8 babies at once. I've been pregnant 3 times and it killed my back. I can't even imagine what it feels like to carry 8.

Second, she says she's not on welfare BUT does receive food stamps. Am I missing something? Isn't that the same fucking thing? She stated that she used her disability money to pay for the in vitro. Shouldn't she have used that money to feed the 6 kids she already had? Just my opinion.

Third, they are requesting that Medi-Cal (the state medicaid program) pay for the 8 babies stay in the hospital. Isn't that welfare also? OK, I thought so. Like the working people of California don't have better things to do with their money.

Forth, somebody really needs to take a look at the Dr. that agreed to do in vitro fertilization on a single, unemployed, mother to 6. Maybe he can pay her medical bills. Seems fair to me.

Fifth, I didn't know you could get disability for a child that has ADHD. My niece was diagnosed with it and I know it's not an easy road for her or her parents but, disability? Really? Little Man is not considered disabled and he has diabetes. You know, a disease that can KILL him.

Sixth, she says she is going back to school to get her masters degree in counseling. I thought that was funny because I believe that she needs some serious counseling herself. Also, good for her on trying to further her education but who is going to pay to feed and clothe these children? Student loans my ass! It's the taxpayers paying for it.

And the last thing, NOW, she has up a website asking for donations to help her raise her 14 children. WTF! If you feel the need to go online and beg people for money to help you PROVIDE for your children, ummmm, you shouldn't have had that last litter. I'm sorry, calling them a litter was mean. It's not those children's fault that their mother is COMPLETELY INSANE! I really feel sorry for all of these children.

I don't get why someone would want so many kids but if you can support them and provide the love and attention they deserve, have at it. But if you can't, stay away from ANY and ALL sperm!

OK, my rant is over. I feel a little better now, don't you? If you disagree with me on this, I would be really interested to know why? If I'm missing something, please enlighten me.